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The Outrageous Myths of Enlightenment
Table of Contents
Part I Writings
1.Bottom Line: How Does This Work?
3.When I Am Born
5.A Zen Student's Story
Part II Correspondence & Dialogues
1.Here’s Where I Get Pissed Off
3.Which is the True Mystical Experience?
4.I Feel I May Need a Teacher
5.There’s a Screaming Contradiction!
6.Isn’t This Just Another Doing?
7.Just Another Term for Enlightenment?
8.What Can I Expect to Get Out of This?
9.Medical Doctors, Psychologists, and Psychiatrists
10.But I Am a Separate Person: I Am Not You!
11.The Never-Ending Nightmare
12.Emotional Detachment and Control
13.Show Me This Nothing
14.Suffering Over the Suffering of Others
15.I Need to be Guided Home
16.But There is Still the Appearance of ‘I’
17.Liberation From the Mind
18.Egoic Interactions and Confrontations
19.Love and Intimate Relationships
20.I Feel Absolutely Worthless
22.I Disagree With Everything You’re Saying
23.How Do I See This For Myself?
24.Make This Observation
25.Ramana Maharshi Said
26.Mental Chatter and Flailing About
27.Everything Else is Irrelevant
28.Meeting With a Teacher
29.Frustration and a Yearning to Know
30.Questions Everywhere But Not a Drop of Peace
31.How Do I Get Off the Merry-Go-Round?
32.Why is It So Difficult to Wake Up?
33.Is There a Natural Progression?
34.The Recognition is Not Happening
35.How Do You Get Beyond the Mind?
36.Give Yourself Two Weeks
37.Keep Asking Questions Until They’re Burned Away
38.What’s Holding You Back From Seeing This?
39.Death and Reincarnation
40.Awareness is the I AM THAT I AM
41.Sidetracked by the Inessentials
42.Is There Free Will or Does Destiny Rule?
43.Why the Doubts?
44.This Koan Called Advaita
45.Is Psychological Suffering Just a Bad Idea?
46.Agnosticism: The One True Faith?
48.Attention vs Awareness
49.Fed-Up with Seeking!
50.Any Additional Pointers?
51.From Concepts to Living Experience
52.Witness the Dissolution of the ‘I’
53.How Will I Know the Understanding is Complete?
54.Fear of Letting Go of the Mind
55.Since I am Not the Body, Should I Maintain It?
56.Drop the Tools Into the Tool Shed
57.I’d Like to Wake Up and Say, ‘A-ha!’
58.I Often Forget Who I Am
59.The Burning Desire to Know Who I Am
60.Your Will is the Will of the Universe
61.This is the Peace That’s at Peace with War
62.The So-Called Sage Knows He is Powerless
63.Going to Battle with an Unloaded Weapon
64.How’s the Weather?
65.The Recognition Brought on a Sense of Peace
66.Something Strange is Happening Here!
67.There Was a Seeing that There’s Nobody Home
68.Nothing Mystical—Nothing Mundane
69.It’s 4:00am: Do You Know the Source of Suffering?
70.Ten Days to Realize This: I Exist!
71.I’m Being Moved Around Like a Puppet
72.How Did the Suffering Return?
73.The Pointers Found Fertile Ground
74.A Grenade Has Gone Off in the Brain!
75.Why am I Here? What’s the Purpose?
76.Don’t Use Any Words—Now Tell Me What’s Left?
77.Words Imply Duality Where None Exists
78.Happiness and Sadness: Are They Just Energy?
79.The Key to Resolving Your Self-Inquiry
80.This Puppet Has Eyes to See and Ears to Hear
81.You Can’t Wake Up—You Were Never Asleep
82.Am I in Awareness or is Awareness in Me?
83.All Questions Dissolve in This ‘Not Knowing’
84.Singing to the Choir: The Bullshit Song
85.Who Sets the Intention to be Free of Seeking?
86.How Does This Help Me Cope with My Life?
87.I Don’t Need to Look for the Truth Anymore
88.How Do You Know You’re Not Already Awake?
89.I Don’t Want to Drop My Story!
90.I Can Feel That This is Working
91.Seeking a Spiritual Cure Fuels the Fire of Suffering
92.Your Search is Done
93.You and Me Are the Same One: This is Love
94.Does This Understanding Not Include God?
95.I Can’t Deny That Everything is Simply Happening
96.Look Away from the Stories and Let Them Be
97.I’m Waiting for a Radical or Sudden Shift
98.No Separate I—No Suffering—No Awakening
99.Is There Any Awakening or Liberation?
100.That Kundalini Energy Came Up: It Scared Me
101.The Resolution of Seeking and Suffering
102.Why Am I Still Seeking?
103.It is Done!
104.The Concept of Liberation is Another Golden Carrot
105.Watching the Snow Fall
106.I Don’t Know What Awareness Is
107.Can There Be Any Mistakes?
108.All I Can Say Is ‘I Don’t Know’
109.I Am the Beginning and End of All Suffering
110.I Can't Get Past the Sense That I Am This Body/Brain
111.I AM: Everything Else is Imagination
112.I Feel Like an Alien
113.It Really is This Simple, Isn’t It
114.Waiting for the Explosive Moment of Realization
115.Give it Up and Go Wash the Dishes
116.Stuck on a Hamster Wheel
117.You Are the ‘Watching’—So Just Watch
118.Are Experiences Personal or Impersonal?
119.Years of Searching and Struggling Have Evaporated
120.Ending Psychological Suffering is Shockingly Simple
121.Where Does All of This Leave Me?
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